This is not my beautiful house, this is my mum's one-bed flatīut baby I could have been, your beautiful wifeĪnd "I'm alive but a different kind of alive to the way I used to be" and I guess like Will Sheff said "if you don't love me I'm sorry"* but uhh excuse me what the fuck are we supposed to do when no part of either of us ever fucking works and I don't want to be the kind of people who have to spend the rest of their lives on pills that make the boys see things and the girls' hair fall out not that it makes a difference to me not that I'm either of those things not boy or girl I hate my body I hate my body I hate my body I have no desire to be a man and I found God in a mug of instant noodles behind a bar full of 1am bastards a warmth a healing ritual a way to make it through the shift and I could've loved you and I love my friends and one day I will love myself and I could've loved you and I love my friends and one day I will love myself but not yetĪnd so with grim and tedious inevitability Letting the days go by, because I am too sad to get up No I can't love you how you want to be loved In the heights of privilege, I was disgustedīut I was grateful, that you were disgusted with meīut I can't love you how you want to be loved
Nothing but an anxious actor briefly embraced in an age of insecurityĪt another low, in another fucking Greene King Healing implies a healthy state that we can return toīut all it seems to do is make us less repressed and better dressedĪnd I don't know exactly what it is I'm even supposed to be
Totally demeaning but at least it's thoroughly on-brandĪnd aren't you exhausted by this pathetic aesthetic?īut it doesn't even matter cos everything's The one that makes me wanna call the neoliberal state "daddy"Īnd whatever we do I just embarrass myself I want you to kill the fash that lives inside of me
The one that thinks it's still ok to listen to The Libertines I wanna kill the fascist that lives inside of you
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